Monday, July 28
LOLs.
Human are wierd aren't they?
I still can't know what is on a human mind.
I can't read them.
So i decided not to bother tings. =)
LOLs.
Sometimes i realised that even small little tings ppl do cld touch me
& of course
hurt me easily.
Right, sometimes i tink i cld even freak myself.
LOLs.
I'm wierd?
LOLs.
Mama says: In future there are ppl worser, just hav to look out for them.
You'll noe it when u grow older.
Yishan says: Met those peeps alot of times already so i'm startin to feel nothing,
it's normal. Get use to it.
LOLs.
Whatever.
Anyways, PE suck today.
Kept throwin to da opponents goal.
Diao. -.-
Dono what's with me today.
Anyway, went to grace house ate sushi then went for 2.4km run.
Sia lahhs,
this time the runn was worser can.
First quater of the first round my stomach pain liaos.
What the hell?
Second round i canot take it liaos,
began walking.
All the way walk run walk run walk run.
Damn, it's tiring canns.
More tirin than the 2.4km run last year lor.
Last one quater of the sixth round really can't run le lahhs.
Started walking.
Till grace pulled me.
LOLs.
Started chiong-in.
Half way thru canot le lahhs,
started walking. -.-
In the end kana surpassed by iling and grace.
LOLs.
Let's hope i pass this stupid 2.4km lahhs.
i dun wana run agn.
Half of my live gone lahhs.
Diaos. =.=
LOLs.
I'm really damn fckin bo song wif my maid lahhs.
Clean oso dono how to clean.
Hire u not to keep callin bak all day or diao-ing me canns.
Let's just hope the contract ends quickly and shall send u bak home to ur lala land lahhs.
I dun like ppl diao me de lorhhs.
First ting in the morning not greet me, is either butt facin me or giv me tat 'i dun feel like doin those chors looks.'
WTF?
Everyday oso ask me same question.
What u wan eat for dinner?
Wat u wan eat for lunch?
Wat u wan eat for breakfast?
Can't u tink of somethin new for meals?
Everyday oso cook da same one.
Then i ask her tink her self,
she started sayin bad tings abt me to herself.
WTF lahhs.
Bosong that dun do lahhs.
The house so small oni, clean up oso wont take up whole day sia.
Still can slp earlier than me.
Doin hw or revising oso wan interupt me.
Keep talkin and talkin non stop.
Never hire u here to talk can?
Is hire u to do house chors lahhs.
Everythin mama ask her if she has done she said yes.
In the end window got dirt.
Our mirror except for mama's mirror is dirty lahhs.
Oni mama's room da toilet is clean de lor.
Kitchen's toilet can even have algae or whatever.
If she did her job i wouldn't be complainin abt her lahhs.
Tink i so free mehhs?
Damn, now mum wan me help her do timetable for chores.
WTH?
she so old liao still dono what is time managment mehhs?
!@#$%^&*
Waste my time lahhs.
NVM, i do her timetable lahhs.
Make her suffer and pay for what she do to me.
BWAHAHAHA~~~
HMP!
Who ask u wan bully me first!
Always talk back to me.
Act damn guai and quiet around my parents.
Always complaining abt anything and everything.
Walaw.
Talk back lahhs, talk back lahhs somemore.
See who gets the last laugh.
HMP!
U wan dan liaos.
Make me tolerate u so long.
Still show me attitude.
Good lorhhs.
what the hell is rong with her lahhs.
I treat her so good liao still wan wat?
Feed her?
Help her do her chors?
Or let her sleep my bed.
i've reached my limits le lor.
I even let her sleep in da same room as me sia.
Da fang liao rights?
Still treat me like that.
Say u liao u jiu bo song.
Still wouldn't change.
I forgot, a leopard can never change its spot.
Forget it, leme 'jus let u rot to death.
You stinky witch.
Go home still nid to get bully.
GRrr..
._____.
Human are wierd aren't they?
I still can't know what is on a human mind.
I can't read them.
So i decided not to bother tings. =)
LOLs.
Sometimes i realised that even small little tings ppl do cld touch me
& of course
hurt me easily.
Right, sometimes i tink i cld even freak myself.
LOLs.
I'm wierd?
LOLs.
Mama says: In future there are ppl worser, just hav to look out for them.
You'll noe it when u grow older.
Yishan says: Met those peeps alot of times already so i'm startin to feel nothing,
it's normal. Get use to it.
LOLs.
Whatever.
Anyways, PE suck today.
Kept throwin to da opponents goal.
Diao. -.-
Dono what's with me today.
Anyway, went to grace house ate sushi then went for 2.4km run.
Sia lahhs,
this time the runn was worser can.
First quater of the first round my stomach pain liaos.
What the hell?
Second round i canot take it liaos,
began walking.
All the way walk run walk run walk run.
Damn, it's tiring canns.
More tirin than the 2.4km run last year lor.
Last one quater of the sixth round really can't run le lahhs.
Started walking.
Till grace pulled me.
LOLs.
Started chiong-in.
Half way thru canot le lahhs,
started walking. -.-
In the end kana surpassed by iling and grace.
LOLs.
Let's hope i pass this stupid 2.4km lahhs.
i dun wana run agn.
Half of my live gone lahhs.
Diaos. =.=
LOLs.
I'm really damn fckin bo song wif my maid lahhs.
Clean oso dono how to clean.
Hire u not to keep callin bak all day or diao-ing me canns.
Let's just hope the contract ends quickly and shall send u bak home to ur lala land lahhs.
I dun like ppl diao me de lorhhs.
First ting in the morning not greet me, is either butt facin me or giv me tat 'i dun feel like doin those chors looks.'
WTF?
Everyday oso ask me same question.
What u wan eat for dinner?
Wat u wan eat for lunch?
Wat u wan eat for breakfast?
Can't u tink of somethin new for meals?
Everyday oso cook da same one.
Then i ask her tink her self,
she started sayin bad tings abt me to herself.
WTF lahhs.
Bosong that dun do lahhs.
The house so small oni, clean up oso wont take up whole day sia.
Still can slp earlier than me.
Doin hw or revising oso wan interupt me.
Keep talkin and talkin non stop.
Never hire u here to talk can?
Is hire u to do house chors lahhs.
Everythin mama ask her if she has done she said yes.
In the end window got dirt.
Our mirror except for mama's mirror is dirty lahhs.
Oni mama's room da toilet is clean de lor.
Kitchen's toilet can even have algae or whatever.
If she did her job i wouldn't be complainin abt her lahhs.
Tink i so free mehhs?
Damn, now mum wan me help her do timetable for chores.
WTH?
she so old liao still dono what is time managment mehhs?
!@#$%^&*
Waste my time lahhs.
NVM, i do her timetable lahhs.
Make her suffer and pay for what she do to me.
BWAHAHAHA~~~
HMP!
Who ask u wan bully me first!
Always talk back to me.
Act damn guai and quiet around my parents.
Always complaining abt anything and everything.
Walaw.
Talk back lahhs, talk back lahhs somemore.
See who gets the last laugh.
HMP!
U wan dan liaos.
Make me tolerate u so long.
Still show me attitude.
Good lorhhs.
what the hell is rong with her lahhs.
I treat her so good liao still wan wat?
Feed her?
Help her do her chors?
Or let her sleep my bed.
i've reached my limits le lor.
I even let her sleep in da same room as me sia.
Da fang liao rights?
Still treat me like that.
Say u liao u jiu bo song.
Still wouldn't change.
I forgot, a leopard can never change its spot.
Forget it, leme 'jus let u rot to death.
You stinky witch.
Go home still nid to get bully.
GRrr..
._____.
Capture our memories, 8:24 PM.
Friday, July 25
I still dun like tat feeling.
But im gettin better now.
At least.
LOLs.
Had lunchtime concert today.
Was successful,
but i'm damn malu lorhhs.
Sing da duno wad sec1 song. -.-
Kays,
wadeva.
Overall was succesfull lahhs.
Quite a lot of ppl.
LOLs.
Went to take chi test.
In the end talk wib cher sia.
Cher even treat us eat biscuit sia.
Not bad luhh.
Hahas. xD
LOLs.
Went home ard 5pm++.
But im gettin better now.
At least.
LOLs.
Had lunchtime concert today.
Was successful,
but i'm damn malu lorhhs.
Sing da duno wad sec1 song. -.-
Kays,
wadeva.
Overall was succesfull lahhs.
Quite a lot of ppl.
LOLs.
Went to take chi test.
In the end talk wib cher sia.
Cher even treat us eat biscuit sia.
Not bad luhh.
Hahas. xD
LOLs.
Went home ard 5pm++.
Capture our memories, 8:43 PM.
Wednesday, July 23
I dun wana think or say anything anymore.
It's so tiring.
Let's just leave things as it is right now.
Post-ed some photos. =]
Renice, cheers!
Capture our memories, 8:13 PM.
Tuesday, July 22
Went to SP in the afternoon.
Was huge!
LOLs.
Hate ur attitude today lahhs.
Ur capable of chging sum1 ina such period of time?
I duno lahhs.
Maybe i duno u frm the start.
Anyway, but who cares.
I observe and realised.
Alot of ppl did changed.
Not only them.
I wonder why?
How can feelings fade or disappear so quickly?
I really duno why.
1 min, they can really be so close to u.
the next, they changed like wth?
NOt only them,
but alot of other peeps i noe.
Wow.
Just a few days and everything changed.
Cool?!
LOLs.
Whatever.
I hack care le lahhs.
No use gettin sad or whatever.
There's more this kind of ppl who use u or betray u or whatever or worst outside.
If u get sad in every of that, u dun nid survive le lahhs.
Jus get over it and move on.
Cause even if they get bak to u,
u never noe if they'll betray u or what the second time.
I've seen thru lots, not a lot, but quite a no. .
LOLs.
Whatever.
GEE. xD
Was huge!
LOLs.
Hate ur attitude today lahhs.
Ur capable of chging sum1 ina such period of time?
I duno lahhs.
Maybe i duno u frm the start.
Anyway, but who cares.
I observe and realised.
Alot of ppl did changed.
Not only them.
I wonder why?
How can feelings fade or disappear so quickly?
I really duno why.
1 min, they can really be so close to u.
the next, they changed like wth?
NOt only them,
but alot of other peeps i noe.
Wow.
Just a few days and everything changed.
Cool?!
LOLs.
Whatever.
I hack care le lahhs.
No use gettin sad or whatever.
There's more this kind of ppl who use u or betray u or whatever or worst outside.
If u get sad in every of that, u dun nid survive le lahhs.
Jus get over it and move on.
Cause even if they get bak to u,
u never noe if they'll betray u or what the second time.
I've seen thru lots, not a lot, but quite a no. .
LOLs.
Whatever.
GEE. xD
Capture our memories, 8:02 PM.
Thursday, July 17
ILING: LOLs.HELLO! xD
GRACE: I will. =]
TWINKLE: I will and i have. =] Really thnk u for being
by my side all these while. WOAIINI lahhs sister! x)
SHIAUYIN: Yeah, everyone was so innocent back then, so pure.
LOLs. Hahas. I will cheer up and i have! =] I'm goin to
have fun and enjoy everythin i do. Yepps, i know u guys
will always be ther wif me. LOVE u lahh dardar. x)
Went to library with Cihui Meihui & Qirui.
Cihui left afta lunch.
Meihui followed us to the library.
Then she sit down ther talk on the phone.
LOLs?
Afta she left, we began doin h/w.
We were doin h/w in the beginning,
than started chatting liaos.
Till 5pm+ went to YAKUN eat.
LOLs.
It has been some time ever since i chatted with sum1 tat much.
Qirui realli is a good fwen to talk to. =)
Canot praise her too much or else she'll becum bhb liao. xP
Hahass.
Still rmb the time when we last chat.
LOLs.
Was at the backseat of my parent's car.
She lost the phone that night.
Hahas. xD
Bueytahan lahhs.
Today is my damn suey day lahhs.
In MRT one aunty keep walking backwards.
Make me smell her hair?
LOLs.
I was like shunnin away lahhs, then she keep moving back.
This still nvm.
Before morning assembly,
i was just a few steps beside my classroom,
kana caught for detention. -.-
Oh great.
Still nvm.
During mornin assembly,
was asked to clip up fing,
or not the name will be sent to DM blahblah.
Whatever.
Then i clip up lor.
During art lesson.
That 2pid cher started shoutin at out class when she stepped in.
WTH??
Walaw, i wasn't angry at first, i found it funnny.
Then she started scolding more and more unreasonably.
I was like ragin?
Even my mother oso neva scold this much, u scold so much for wad?
Then keep diao-ing us.
WTH?
Is that wat ur eyes are for?
We didn't even say anything about you in chinese lor.
Then assume we said something bad abt u.
WTH?
Afta a talk in the hall, the whole class returned back to class.
Kana lecture by her again.
WTF?
We oso din do anythin lor.
First thing first is to scream at us.
WTH?
Then want the whole class to have detention nex week.
Walaw.
WTH?
U own le lorhhs.
Then afternoon went for detention.
Was bored. -.-
Luckily choir seniors was there.
One of them tio detention oso.
LOLs..
At least got sum1 pei me. =]
Then went for choir.
Home-ed.
LOLS. =D
GRACE: I will. =]
TWINKLE: I will and i have. =] Really thnk u for being
by my side all these while. WOAIINI lahhs sister! x)
SHIAUYIN: Yeah, everyone was so innocent back then, so pure.
LOLs. Hahas. I will cheer up and i have! =] I'm goin to
have fun and enjoy everythin i do. Yepps, i know u guys
will always be ther wif me. LOVE u lahh dardar. x)
Went to library with Cihui Meihui & Qirui.
Cihui left afta lunch.
Meihui followed us to the library.
Then she sit down ther talk on the phone.
LOLs?
Afta she left, we began doin h/w.
We were doin h/w in the beginning,
than started chatting liaos.
Till 5pm+ went to YAKUN eat.
LOLs.
It has been some time ever since i chatted with sum1 tat much.
Qirui realli is a good fwen to talk to. =)
Canot praise her too much or else she'll becum bhb liao. xP
Hahass.
Still rmb the time when we last chat.
LOLs.
Was at the backseat of my parent's car.
She lost the phone that night.
Hahas. xD
Bueytahan lahhs.
Today is my damn suey day lahhs.
In MRT one aunty keep walking backwards.
Make me smell her hair?
LOLs.
I was like shunnin away lahhs, then she keep moving back.
This still nvm.
Before morning assembly,
i was just a few steps beside my classroom,
kana caught for detention. -.-
Oh great.
Still nvm.
During mornin assembly,
was asked to clip up fing,
or not the name will be sent to DM blahblah.
Whatever.
Then i clip up lor.
During art lesson.
That 2pid cher started shoutin at out class when she stepped in.
WTH??
Walaw, i wasn't angry at first, i found it funnny.
Then she started scolding more and more unreasonably.
I was like ragin?
Even my mother oso neva scold this much, u scold so much for wad?
Then keep diao-ing us.
WTH?
Is that wat ur eyes are for?
We didn't even say anything about you in chinese lor.
Then assume we said something bad abt u.
WTH?
Afta a talk in the hall, the whole class returned back to class.
Kana lecture by her again.
WTF?
We oso din do anythin lor.
First thing first is to scream at us.
WTH?
Then want the whole class to have detention nex week.
Walaw.
WTH?
U own le lorhhs.
Then afternoon went for detention.
Was bored. -.-
Luckily choir seniors was there.
One of them tio detention oso.
LOLs..
At least got sum1 pei me. =]
Then went for choir.
Home-ed.
LOLS. =D
Capture our memories, 8:55 PM.
Tuesday, July 15
Oh great, my legs are still hurting.
Was accompanied by cihui & qirui to amk hub.
Ate mango ice tingy,
than had the charsiwe pao
& a bun with cheese in it.
Felt like eating sumre but im goin bankrupt soon.
Haiz..
Chi. cher had a lesson abt friendship tingy.
This chapter came up at the right time i guess?
LOLs.
Ouhkays, her action are gettin more and more obvious.
i duno wad to say liao.
I'm speechless.
It was said that one can never live without friend.
I believe it.
It was said that one can never b or have a true friend,
if she's not even truethful.
LOLs.
Cher asked us to write something abt friendship blahblah.
I dun even noe how to start or write.
Cause i dun even noe wad true friends are.
And wad friendship really means.
I'm confused.
I thought true friends are ppl hu care for u,
stay by ur side when u nid help,
never betray or backstab u?
Yeah, tat's what i thought.
i treasure all my friends.
i treasure all friendships.
But i dun tink all of them r returned.
i tried so hard,
i wan ur to treasure our friendship,
to me, it's important,
but i guess our friendship has diff meanin rite?
Once u hav had other fwenz,
u can just leave us behind.
Is that how friends are?
i duno.
I thought i was too sensitive at first,
but i found out i wasnt.
It was u guys who made things so obvious.
Everyone felt it.
Everyone felt the changes.
I dun hav to lie to myself anymore.
I knew it all along, but i chose not to believe it.
But it was futile, things are gettin more and more obvious.
Indeed, ur hav changed.
i duno wad to say anymore.
i wanted to confront ur,
but i'm afraid, but we're afraid that it will oni make things worst?
Should we just leave things as it is now?
Cris cross my hands,
everything wil be alright.
所有的事，将会成为我成长中的一部分。
所发生的这一切的一切，也将会成为过去。
‘一切都会过去的’，我只能这样安慰自己。
i found myself a little grown up after all these things.
I came to realise that i've been so fortunate, so lucky all these while.
In the past, i never meet 'weird' ppl.
Everyone was so naive, so pure.
No one will neglect or betray or whatever.
When i meet some peanut like prob,
i thought i was doom.
It was kinda stupid yeah.
But i think i prefer the days wher ppl are not so complicated.
i rather myself to be so stupid so naive once again.
At least i was happy back than.
Had not much worries or stress.
It was funny at the thought of the past where i thought that grown ups are beta.
Come to think of it, i dun tink so.
Ah lim was right,
when ppl grow older,
they tend to get more greedy.
Their pure thought all turns into motive-ness.
i dun believe at first.
I thought the world would always be the same.
Everyone will always be that pure, that innocent.
But now, i came to understand his statement.
Being hurt or upset-ed isn't such a bad thing afta all.
It makes ones heart and mind grow more mature.
And makes the mind think things more cautiously.
I at first thought that having lots of friends makes a person happier,
but i was wrong.
Having lots of friend wouldn't make a person happier at all.
When u nid help, those bunch of friends wouldn't help u at all.
Why?
Cause they aren't true friends.
I rather have a true friend than have loads of 'friends'.
That's the leson i've learn over all these years
Yepps, i'm glad i went throught those matters.
Cause i'm the type to be duelling over upsetting things for a long time.
So, in the future,
i would learn to stand up stronger each time when i get upset or hurt.
Life wouldn't be so smooth all the while.
A life full of 波折 makes a person stronger.
Although this may be just a small little peanut prob in the future when i thought back,
but i'm glad i'm able to thought through things.
So that the next time when i fall, it wouldn't hurt like it did the previous time.
Yeah?
LOLs.
I'm not emo kays, im jus writin down what i feel.
LOLs.
Gtg go do my work already.
Ja! xD
Was accompanied by cihui & qirui to amk hub.
Ate mango ice tingy,
than had the charsiwe pao
& a bun with cheese in it.
Felt like eating sumre but im goin bankrupt soon.
Haiz..
Chi. cher had a lesson abt friendship tingy.
This chapter came up at the right time i guess?
LOLs.
Ouhkays, her action are gettin more and more obvious.
i duno wad to say liao.
I'm speechless.
It was said that one can never live without friend.
I believe it.
It was said that one can never b or have a true friend,
if she's not even truethful.
LOLs.
Cher asked us to write something abt friendship blahblah.
I dun even noe how to start or write.
Cause i dun even noe wad true friends are.
And wad friendship really means.
I'm confused.
I thought true friends are ppl hu care for u,
stay by ur side when u nid help,
never betray or backstab u?
Yeah, tat's what i thought.
i treasure all my friends.
i treasure all friendships.
But i dun tink all of them r returned.
i tried so hard,
i wan ur to treasure our friendship,
to me, it's important,
but i guess our friendship has diff meanin rite?
Once u hav had other fwenz,
u can just leave us behind.
Is that how friends are?
i duno.
I thought i was too sensitive at first,
but i found out i wasnt.
It was u guys who made things so obvious.
Everyone felt it.
Everyone felt the changes.
I dun hav to lie to myself anymore.
I knew it all along, but i chose not to believe it.
But it was futile, things are gettin more and more obvious.
Indeed, ur hav changed.
i duno wad to say anymore.
i wanted to confront ur,
but i'm afraid, but we're afraid that it will oni make things worst?
Should we just leave things as it is now?
Cris cross my hands,
everything wil be alright.
所有的事，将会成为我成长中的一部分。
所发生的这一切的一切，也将会成为过去。
‘一切都会过去的’，我只能这样安慰自己。
i found myself a little grown up after all these things.
I came to realise that i've been so fortunate, so lucky all these while.
In the past, i never meet 'weird' ppl.
Everyone was so naive, so pure.
No one will neglect or betray or whatever.
When i meet some peanut like prob,
i thought i was doom.
It was kinda stupid yeah.
But i think i prefer the days wher ppl are not so complicated.
i rather myself to be so stupid so naive once again.
At least i was happy back than.
Had not much worries or stress.
It was funny at the thought of the past where i thought that grown ups are beta.
Come to think of it, i dun tink so.
Ah lim was right,
when ppl grow older,
they tend to get more greedy.
Their pure thought all turns into motive-ness.
i dun believe at first.
I thought the world would always be the same.
Everyone will always be that pure, that innocent.
But now, i came to understand his statement.
Being hurt or upset-ed isn't such a bad thing afta all.
It makes ones heart and mind grow more mature.
And makes the mind think things more cautiously.
I at first thought that having lots of friends makes a person happier,
but i was wrong.
Having lots of friend wouldn't make a person happier at all.
When u nid help, those bunch of friends wouldn't help u at all.
Why?
Cause they aren't true friends.
I rather have a true friend than have loads of 'friends'.
That's the leson i've learn over all these years
Yepps, i'm glad i went throught those matters.
Cause i'm the type to be duelling over upsetting things for a long time.
So, in the future,
i would learn to stand up stronger each time when i get upset or hurt.
Life wouldn't be so smooth all the while.
A life full of 波折 makes a person stronger.
Although this may be just a small little peanut prob in the future when i thought back,
but i'm glad i'm able to thought through things.
So that the next time when i fall, it wouldn't hurt like it did the previous time.
Yeah?
LOLs.
I'm not emo kays, im jus writin down what i feel.
LOLs.
Gtg go do my work already.
Ja! xD
Capture our memories, 7:06 PM.
Monday, July 14
Kays, i know everything and eveyone will change.
I dun deny that even i have changed.
I mean, changes is normal right?
Yeah, it is.
But sometimes, wen ppl changes too fast,
it becam kinda scary?
It's like one minute tat person is still the same,
and the next she changed into someone u dunt noe.
People change and it's normal i know.
& normally they wouldn't noe that they hav changed.
Not until someone else told dem.
But even if they did, it'll b too late.
Nothing will be the same like it was UsedToBe.
They couldn't change back like they were once.
So pure, so innocent.
I came to realise that the more ppl changes,
the more complicated the person becomes.
It may be because i'm too sensitive.
But i duno why it make me thinks that,
it wouldn't last, not anymore.
I was confused, angry and more like hurt?
I dun wan things to end this way.
We tried to save it before it's too late.
But ur din wana do anithing.
Maybe ur din notice, but all of us have.
Even other ppl thinks that there's somethin wrong.
I tried to think that i was too sensitive,
but things ur did proved me wrong.
I dono what happened.
We tried to think if we had done anything wrong.
We couldn't find out the reason.
Thought of confronting u guys,
but even if we did,
will things go back to the way it UsedToBe?
I duno.
It's complicated.
I'm confused about everything.
Cause fwenship means aloot to me,
i bu gan xin why things changed till like that.
I was asking myself if i did anithin rong?
I wanted to know why and i want things to go back like it was.
But ur din giv a damn anymore?
I duno.
I'm like kinda hurt?
Or i should say we?
But slowly, i came to realise that i shouldn't be upset anymore.
Why should i when ur dun care le?
I came to know that actually ther are still alot of ppl guan xin me.
& cared for me.
I thought i was alone, but i wasn't.
They were there for me when i was down.
I'm glad there are ppl like that out there for me. =]
She said that i shldn't b upset abt these tings animre.
There are still great friends out there for me to noe.
Shouldn't be duelling on upsetting things.
And i won't, cause i know change is constant.
Nothing will be the same like it UsedToBe.
Everyone grows up and i have too.
Change is constant?
Yeah.
And i'll learn to move on with life.
Nothing shall bring me down anymore.
I learnt to b stronger, cose i noe ther r ppl hu still loves and cares for me.
And i'm glad. =]
& I'll smile, and be strong?
LOLs. xD
I dun deny that even i have changed.
I mean, changes is normal right?
Yeah, it is.
But sometimes, wen ppl changes too fast,
it becam kinda scary?
It's like one minute tat person is still the same,
and the next she changed into someone u dunt noe.
People change and it's normal i know.
& normally they wouldn't noe that they hav changed.
Not until someone else told dem.
But even if they did, it'll b too late.
Nothing will be the same like it was UsedToBe.
They couldn't change back like they were once.
So pure, so innocent.
I came to realise that the more ppl changes,
the more complicated the person becomes.
It may be because i'm too sensitive.
But i duno why it make me thinks that,
it wouldn't last, not anymore.
I was confused, angry and more like hurt?
I dun wan things to end this way.
We tried to save it before it's too late.
But ur din wana do anithing.
Maybe ur din notice, but all of us have.
Even other ppl thinks that there's somethin wrong.
I tried to think that i was too sensitive,
but things ur did proved me wrong.
I dono what happened.
We tried to think if we had done anything wrong.
We couldn't find out the reason.
Thought of confronting u guys,
but even if we did,
will things go back to the way it UsedToBe?
I duno.
It's complicated.
I'm confused about everything.
Cause fwenship means aloot to me,
i bu gan xin why things changed till like that.
I was asking myself if i did anithin rong?
I wanted to know why and i want things to go back like it was.
But ur din giv a damn anymore?
I duno.
I'm like kinda hurt?
Or i should say we?
But slowly, i came to realise that i shouldn't be upset anymore.
Why should i when ur dun care le?
I came to know that actually ther are still alot of ppl guan xin me.
& cared for me.
I thought i was alone, but i wasn't.
They were there for me when i was down.
I'm glad there are ppl like that out there for me. =]
She said that i shldn't b upset abt these tings animre.
There are still great friends out there for me to noe.
Shouldn't be duelling on upsetting things.
And i won't, cause i know change is constant.
Nothing will be the same like it UsedToBe.
Everyone grows up and i have too.
Change is constant?
Yeah.
And i'll learn to move on with life.
Nothing shall bring me down anymore.
I learnt to b stronger, cose i noe ther r ppl hu still loves and cares for me.
And i'm glad. =]
& I'll smile, and be strong?
LOLs. xD
Capture our memories, 8:40 PM.
Sunday, July 13
Went to fareast ytd.
Bought a baggie and a keychain.
Went play play ard then had dinner.
Went to woodland find mama.
Walked around.
Home-ed.
=]
Bought a baggie and a keychain.
Went play play ard then had dinner.
Went to woodland find mama.
Walked around.
Home-ed.
=]
Capture our memories, 3:25 PM.
Saturday, July 12
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Thanks to X-Freshy (somewhere_i_faint@yahoo.com) for these lyrics]
[Thanks to cherriesparkle@yahoo.com, Stephanie S., jennfeedor@yahoo.com for correcting these lyrics]
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Thanks to X-Freshy (somewhere_i_faint@yahoo.com) for these lyrics]
[Thanks to cherriesparkle@yahoo.com, Stephanie S., jennfeedor@yahoo.com for correcting these lyrics]
Capture our memories, 9:12 PM.
Friday, July 11
Woke up real early today sia.
Handfone rang at abt 5.15am.
Shut it off and went back to sleep again. xP
Woke up and realised no time liaos.
Wash-ed up and went to MRT.
I almost cross the road then i realised that i din brin my fone.
Dashed back home to get.
In the end was kinda late meetin branda?
Xiaoting came in at the next station.
Went Mac eat breakfast tgt.
Then lili lala wadeva.
Loads of things happened.
Then went back skul.
LOLs.
That's abt it?
=]
Handfone rang at abt 5.15am.
Shut it off and went back to sleep again. xP
Woke up and realised no time liaos.
Wash-ed up and went to MRT.
I almost cross the road then i realised that i din brin my fone.
Dashed back home to get.
In the end was kinda late meetin branda?
Xiaoting came in at the next station.
Went Mac eat breakfast tgt.
Then lili lala wadeva.
Loads of things happened.
Then went back skul.
LOLs.
That's abt it?
=]
Capture our memories, 8:33 PM.
Tuesday, July 8
LOLs!
Ytd went party world wib dardars dey all.
Walked for 412879412 minutes to get there.
Iling lorh, so li hai lor.
Make us walk till leg pain liaos.
LOLs.
Then went sing sing sing lo.
Love LOVE Love them lahhhs!
I wana go out wib dem agn! xP
DARDARS LOVE! xDDD
Muacks! =D
Ytd went party world wib dardars dey all.
Walked for 412879412 minutes to get there.
Iling lorh, so li hai lor.
Make us walk till leg pain liaos.
LOLs.
Then went sing sing sing lo.
Love LOVE Love them lahhhs!
I wana go out wib dem agn! xP
DARDARS LOVE! xDDD
Muacks! =D
Capture our memories, 6:42 PM.
Thursday, July 3
I don't know what's goin on today.
Every single thing i do or wadeva seems wrong.
From the start of the day, everything went wrong.
ARGG....
I'm damn fcuk up already.
Dunt feel like talkin after dance lesson at all.
Till after school, joined the 'hit the alan' contest.
LOLs.
WEnt makan then went class sleep.
Thought through loads.
I'm not emo, i jus nid time to think.
Abt u abt them abt everything.
Darn it, nothing seems right.
Kana pinched by melissa then tio blue-black.
LOLs.
Went for choir, almos fell aslp.
It was so damn sian.
Kays, wadeva, i don't giv a damn abt anything today.
Today jus simply suck.
Yi dao home,
jiu quarrelled wif mama.
I dono WTH is wrong?
Maybe we both in bad moods.
I dun wana say sori and u don wana apologise.
I dun care le lahhs...
WTF lahhs..
WTF WTF WTF.
I DON GIV A DAMN ANIMORE.
I dun wana think abt anithing animre,
maybe i thought too much?
Dono lahhs.
Wadeva.
Just nid some1 to confide right now.
GREAT, but no one's free.
Starfish not on9.
Yishann not on9.
wad the?
Lemi jus shut up for now.
Dun wana tok abt anithing..
Darn, i hate today.
the whole of 15hours is damn sucky.
i fcukin hate today.
Every single thing i do or wadeva seems wrong.
From the start of the day, everything went wrong.
ARGG....
I'm damn fcuk up already.
Dunt feel like talkin after dance lesson at all.
Till after school, joined the 'hit the alan' contest.
LOLs.
WEnt makan then went class sleep.
Thought through loads.
I'm not emo, i jus nid time to think.
Abt u abt them abt everything.
Darn it, nothing seems right.
Kana pinched by melissa then tio blue-black.
LOLs.
Went for choir, almos fell aslp.
It was so damn sian.
Kays, wadeva, i don't giv a damn abt anything today.
Today jus simply suck.
Yi dao home,
jiu quarrelled wif mama.
I dono WTH is wrong?
Maybe we both in bad moods.
I dun wana say sori and u don wana apologise.
I dun care le lahhs...
WTF lahhs..
WTF WTF WTF.
I DON GIV A DAMN ANIMORE.
I dun wana think abt anithing animre,
maybe i thought too much?
Dono lahhs.
Wadeva.
Just nid some1 to confide right now.
GREAT, but no one's free.
Starfish not on9.
Yishann not on9.
wad the?
Lemi jus shut up for now.
Dun wana tok abt anithing..
Darn, i hate today.
the whole of 15hours is damn sucky.
i fcukin hate today.
Capture our memories, 8:19 PM.
Tuesday, July 1
Yesterday had PE.
It was like HELL.
Didn't do any phsical training since june holis.
Now suddenly do so much sia.
Mati liaos. x.x
The running part was alrite, it was da sit up.
Damn it, now make till my stomach muscle pain le.
LOLs.
Kays wadeva.
Afta school went to makan wib brann dey all.
Geez, din take photo. =(
Rush-ed back for choir afta tat.
Ouhhs, kana slapped by BRANN for dono wad reason.
LOLs.
Wadeva lahhs.
Then, today while walkin to the mrt,
me kana whacked by cihui.
Cose she missed Qirui then hit dao me.
i was like WTH?
Kays wadeva. .
LOLs.
I wana go out soooooooo~
Hahaas.
TakeCares, ^.^
It was like HELL.
Didn't do any phsical training since june holis.
Now suddenly do so much sia.
Mati liaos. x.x
The running part was alrite, it was da sit up.
Damn it, now make till my stomach muscle pain le.
LOLs.
Kays wadeva.
Afta school went to makan wib brann dey all.
Geez, din take photo. =(
Rush-ed back for choir afta tat.
Ouhhs, kana slapped by BRANN for dono wad reason.
LOLs.
Wadeva lahhs.
Then, today while walkin to the mrt,
me kana whacked by cihui.
Cose she missed Qirui then hit dao me.
i was like WTH?
Kays wadeva. .
LOLs.
I wana go out soooooooo~
Hahaas.
TakeCares, ^.^
Capture our memories, 7:15 PM.
