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Friday, October 31

Back !
Get back my streaming class result .
Am so going to appeal cann .
People nvr study and fail duno how mani subs can go same class as me ?
WTF is this man ?
Copy ppl's ans fail oso got face say that ahhs .
OMFG lahhs .
So what ?
As daddy mommy talk to teacher can go E8 liao ahhs ?
I ask my papa mama talk to principle can go E13 liao lahh isit ?
Like that oso can .
Everyone oso will get stress when studyin right .
U got busy CCA jiu will get stress .
Imagine other ppl same CCA as u but can study beta than u lehhs ?
THICK skin lahhs .
EEYER lorhs !
Well well well ..
Anyway, din found job lehhs .
Stupid seowting get in . -.-
GEE .
Iling & me did something for da gals .
&&&
They love it lahhs .
Heehee .

=D

Capture our memories, 8:47 PM.
Thursday, October 23

Today last day of skul nehhhs !
I'm so gona miss 205 .
Misses its 'roudiness'
Misses its 'horniness'
Misses its 'chaoticness'
Misses its 'loudness'
Misses its 'playfulness'
Misses its 'hyperness'
Misses everything .
Have had so many first time with 205 lahhs .
It's memorable .
=D
Received class hoody ytd .
It was simply CUTE !
Ohh man, 2 years passes so quickly .
It feels like a short while oni nehhs .
Times really flies .
Am getting older liaos . =.=
Had alot of photo taking wif loads of classmates .
Am so gona miss dem ...
=\

Capture our memories, 11:06 PM.
Monday, October 20

Went play badminton with iling dey all.
Fun luhhs .
As usual, qirui's da clown siol .
LOLs .
Went to watch "liang zhu"
with seowting and qirui on friday .
Wanted to find a job during da holiday ,
but me branda n seowting too 'small' .
Cnt work siol .
Geez .
Anyway, da "liang zhu" not veri nice lehhs .
Wu zun act dao like, wierd ?
LOLs .
Cnt feel him sad or what in the movie siol .
Aiya, he oni suitable for acting cool cool de lahhs .
Nid to make clear of something .
Goin out wif ppl without telling others doesn't mean using tat person cann .
Didn't noe tat tat's da meaning of being used.
Then i duno kana use by ppl how mani times liaos lorhhs .
Still gt face like tat say siol .
&
Sometimes i wonder whyy ,
i sad tat time i also wont show i emo de lorhhs .
Duno why sia .
Maybe cause i tink when i sad i dun hav to let da WHOLEwide world noe .
Being LEFTOUT are always because ppl duno how to JOIN IN mann .
Keep asking whyy oso duno how to figure it out .
Aiyoyo ~
Dun wana talk abt those stupid tings lahhs .
Lata ruin my happie mood .
=D
Heehee .
Peeping toms ! Dun view liao nvr leave comment kayys .
Dun come here DIG info go find ppl quarrel ahhs .
Thn keep asking whyy .
Tat's so nooooooooooo good mann .

LOVE TODAY LAHHS !
So long no enjoy liaos .
=D

Capture our memories, 7:33 PM.
Wednesday, October 15

For da past 14 years in my life ,
i've learnt alot alot of things , get to noe a lot of different ppl .
Things i've been through have moulded me into a different person .
I've changed .
Not only me who have changed , ppl around me have changed too .
My friends , my siblings .
Everyone changes .
I've learnt that you have to learn to adapt to changes around u to survive .
Always living in the past can never help u to grow up .
It becomes a burden in you.
It will dragg u back , makin u tink negatively .
People who can easily adapt to new environment are usually happier .
They mix around and can blend in easily.
But people who cannot adapt to new environment easily will always lack back behind others.
They will usually turn anti-social .
Just like iling & me in the beginning when we entered Secondary school .
Our clique in primary school were all damn close .
Like honey like that .
LOLs .
So at first when we came in , we were not use to da new environment .
We didn't really make any new friends at the beginning .
Both living in da past .
Primary 6 was one of the best time in my life .
Had great friends , great class, great teacher .
Those happy memories will always be etch in my heart forever .
Though those happy moments are neva returning but im glad im able to experience it .
It makes me leave my primary school life with no regrets .
Even though now my primary school friends and i are in different school,
we still do meet-up & do some catch up.
We would also have some class gathering every year.
I get to see some of my old classmates and had some catch-up wif them.
Jus by chatting with dem, i noe tat they've changed .
At first, i wasn't able to accept it .
I expect everyone to be the same like me .
Still stuck living in the past , but i was wrong.
They've changed.
They were able to adapt to new environment .
I could only watch them changed as i'm still stuck living in the past .
I felt terrible .
Is that what i want ?
Why couldn't i changed like them ?
I know i had to learn to adapt to new environment .
I had to change .
I had to accept the fact that i'm in secondary school ,
not in primary school anymore .
Im da kind who would always be stuck living in da past,
it takes me some time before blending in with the class .
I wanted to go back to the past , wanted to rewind time to where i used to be .
But i noe miracles can never happen .
Only you can make miracles happen .
Change is constant , you have to learn to change & adapt in order to survive .
I remembered once , when my parents were busy with their buisness and neglected me.
I hated them for always leaving me at home with my maid .
But what could i do?
Nothing , i could do nothing .
They worked so hard jux for me and my sibling .
They wanted us to live in luxury .
I know it's hard for them to raise 3 child .
They wanted the best for us .
But i was young then and couldn't understand .
I jux wanted to be rebellious, act rebellious on them , wanting to get attention from them .
And i succeeded by hurting them ?
People may think having siblings is good, especially having two brothers
as brothers always take good care for their younger once .
Having siblings also has their own problems .
Not only that , everyone has their own problems .
They didn't say it , didn't show it doesn't mean they are fine , free from troubles .
They jux want to cause less trouble for everyone .
I mean, as in , if everytime u meet a problem u get real upset .
How are u gona survive nex time when u grow up and goes to work ?
So what having two elder brothers ?
When they have their girlfriends they would spent less time at home .
Though your will still chat, go out wif them and their girlfriends, it will still be different .
The feelings are all different .
You will know that you guys aren't tat close anymore .
You know your brothers belong to their girlfriends, not you nor your parents anymore .
I was jealous of my brother's girlfriend at first .
I thought my brother was always my 'property' .
But i know sooner or later i have to accept the fact that my brother and i will not be that close anymore .
Sometimes, learnin to accept things makes a person happier .
Keep dueling in the past makes a person miserable .
Dun make life difficult .
Dun ever think tat the world has turn its back on u when ur da one turnin ur back to the world .
No matter what you do or what troubles you occur ,
giving up is neva the option .
Giving up means ur a weakling .
So, whenever i can, i would try and try .
I dun wana giv up, not yet .
I dun wan ppl tinking me as a weakling .
Whenever ppl are unsatisfied wif me , i'll try to tink if it's my fault first even it wasn't me .
I'll try to amend my mistakes if i realli did commit one.
I've learnt one most important point ever since i entered Secondary School .
That is to enjoy myself, not duelling over what someone think about me .
Cause it isn't important at all .
What they wan think or say is their problem .
It's their mouth and brain .
Being upset or wat over it would make them happier .
So dun ever be stupid ppl !
Dun ever duel on gossips about u .
Cause it aren't important .
Cherish whatever you have now , dun w8 till u loose it thn you'll realise .
Overall , relationship can wait till you've found da right one at the right time .
Families will always be the one by your side no matter what ups and downs .
Friendships do last if you believe in them .
For the past 14years in my life, i've learnt valueables lessons .
Being positive is one of the main point to survive in this complex world .
Making sacrifises is common for obtaining something , but it aren't right if you do it da rong way.
'用心去对待每一个人'
That is the right thinking , dun make sacrifises for your own profit .
Well, that's all .
Have done my reflection over my past 14years of my life .
Well well well ,
my results are disastrous .
It's disappointing .
Never study still do better siol .
What is done can never be undone , what can i do now ?
Do better for next paper oni lorhhs .
Or else what ?
Go commit suicide ahhs ?
or sit down there emo cut myself ?
EEYER !
Then dun wan hurt myself siol .
It's stupid lorhhs .

Tattas~

Capture our memories, 4:32 PM.
Tuesday, October 14
















The rackass these two zharbos caused at my house.
Damn it messy lahhs .
Gee~~~














































































































































Qirui's little feet & my Eeyore.
They are like , so matching ?
All small small de. xP




















Sisters Forever nahhs !
=D
























































































Capture our memories, 1:33 PM.
Monday, October 13

Was abt to go out today when ther's a heavy downpour .
Look-ed for umbrella , but there's none in my house !
Stupid nahhs !
Wanted to borrow umbrella frm neighbour lahhs .
In the end he offered to fetch me to MRT , cause he passin by mahs .
Woo~
Damn paisei luhhs .
Walk walk around hub .
Bought presents for ykKor & cousin .
Went AMKplaza de kbox .
Went out the room to catch a fonecall .
Then return tat time go in rong room .
Damn paisei luhhs !
OMG lahhs !
Ppl were like staring at me siol . O.O
Hahas .
Around 7pm when we were leaving , i realise i forgot to take the pressies .
WEnt bak plaza retrieve my things .
Geez. -.-
Goin to turn into sotong soon lahhs .
Damn blur today canns .
Hahas .
Aniwae, fun luhhs wif jiaying !
=DD

Capture our memories, 10:00 PM.
Friday, October 10

Yesterday was da last day of exam !
Yohoo!
Finally ahhs .
Went to cutt hair first at my aunt's house .
QIrui finally cut new hairstyle !
Woo!
Nicer lahhs ! =D
Then , went over my house and sing .
Was funn lahhs !
Sing dao around 6pm+ branda & seowting jiu leave liaos .
Then , iling & me go bath . (individually ahhs )
Hehes . xP
Qirui continued singing & singing .
Blahblahs .
Waited for her to bath and everything until 7.40pm like tat.
Iling and me damn hungry lahhs !
Was abt to eat and not wait for her then she finally bath finish.
-.-
Started eating, wif water on her hair dripping on da plate .
LOLs lahhs !
Spagetthi was nice lahhs !
LOLs.
Then started chatting, play cards & wadeva .
Qirui joker lahhs .
Iling & me kept laughing dao siao lor.
Stomach pain liaos lorhhs .
Around 12+ or 1+ then sleep bahhs .
THEY so damn noisy lahhs .
Tried to sleep but can feel my bed shaking, like eartquake like tat.
CAUSE, qirui & iling kicking each other , fighting lahhs !
Qirui still say wad want to slp, in the end started fighting . -.-
Morning was startled by seowting's fonecall lahhs .
Scare me sia, tot wad happen .
Then jiu cant sleep le .
So woke up and brush up .
Iling was afta me .
Qirui damn mafan to call up lahhs .
Sleep dao like duno wad lyk tat .
Hahas . xP
Then Branda & her kor's stead came over to hav breakfast wif us .
Went play volley ball lata on wif sum others .
LOLs .
Fun lahhs today, though kana sum bruises by branda's kor lorhhs .
LOLs .
Loads of pics to upload but too lazy le lahhs .
Aiyos. XP
Next time thn upload.
Hehes .

=D

Capture our memories, 8:29 PM.

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